I dunno why but lately I hv been distracted with the things that finally would turn down my mood. :’(
Everytime I heard a sound of car in front of my house, I felt he was back from office.
Everytime I opened my purse, I saw him looking at me. His eyes never changed.
Everytime I thought about Ramadan, I will be thinking of him treated us for bukak puasa at somewhere and woke me up to join him semayang terawih very late at night. 3am!
Everytime I felt difficult, I need him by my side!
Everytime 5-10 years ago weekend came, I never forgotten that he visited me every weekend in Raub.
Everytime I saw pakcik berkopiah, I could see him.
Everytime I went to Tasik Titiwangsa, I couldnt get rid off of his face putting on small towel around his neck.
Everytime I went to Seven Eleven I saw ‘a man shares slurpy with his daughter’.
Everytime I saw table tennis equipment, I thought of him struggling trained me.
Everytime…………………
Once in a while memang emosi akan menguasai kita. Once in a while. Bukan selalu. Biasa la tu. I always describe it as ‘it must be one of those days’. Stay strong yatie-chan.
salam…
pesan buat sahabat yang dirindui
“Wahai Tuhanku! Cucurilah rahmat kepada mereka berdua sebagaimana mereka telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya memelihara dan mendidikku semasa kecil.”(Surah al-isra:24)
“Apabila mati manusia maka terputuslah amalannya kecuali dari 3 perkara: sedekah jariah, ilmu yg dimanfaatkan orang dan anak yang soleh/solehah yang mendoakannya” (HR Muslim)
semoga kita sama2 dipermudahkan urusan untuk menjadi anak2 yang soleh dan solehah…..:-)..agar bisa sampai doa ini pada insan2 yang telah kembali kepada KEKASIH SEBENAR..
WALLAHU’ALAM
owh Yatie..we all have those days..and i know how it feels like. i know. i really do.. just go through it and feel it..coz the feelings might be gone tomorrow. and when tomorrow comes, u will feel much stronger than yesterday. i promise. we are here together. just want u to know that u’re not alone..
thanxxxxx